memories are to be kept to self alone..: June 2008

Monday, June 30, 2008

monday. 8:17 PM

tomorrow!

work.

was looking ferwerd to meet mister ex boyfiee.

but hes going back to office after work on every tuesday and friday.

boohoo.

and friday,

confirm2 he's going CC fer dikir.

and he told me confirm2 dier kene rembat.

and confirm2 hes turning de new age.

and confirm2 aku lagik dier ketawekn,

fer being too jealous.

bleagh.

bodoh.

stoopidfool.

idioticfool.

shut up you!

k2.

have to tido early.

tomorrow work seh!

first date. 12:44 PM

okay.
out of few and many months.
yesterday was our first date again with ex boyfiee.
back to basic.

went town in de afternoon.
caught movie WANTED in LIDO.
angelina jolie.
whoa.
i hate her.
but okay larh.
fer dat movie.
she was fine.
preety indeed.
md nor!
i watched it olreadi.
hehhe..

after buying tickets,
he was asking me whether i recognise one of ds couple infront of us.
and i was like.. " err.. which one?"
den..
taa-daa.
de guy turned and it was nizam.
ex boifee dikir barat mate.
wif his cute,small ghurlfriend larh.
cute kan de both of you!!

den..
before movie,
had our makan at kfc.
full we had.
and guess whom i saw?
shah iskandar.
cuzzie pe'ah.
i saw him lah.
out of many people?
duh.

before went to movie,
had our shopping.
thanks ex-boyfiee.
fer de MANGO.
had 2 tops bought by him.

den after movie,
guess whom i saw again?
NURRA!!
yes!
our IST kak nurra.
aww..
she was in de same theatre with me.
wif her,her fiance,and deir frens sitting infront of our seats.
heheheh!!
preety larh u sister.
sweet.

den after dat,
home sweet home.

and oh boy!
parents knew about it.

Friday, June 27, 2008

friday. 11:05 PM

went out fer lunch wif nanie.
met up.
as usual.
im de queen of lateness kan??
hahahha!!

woke up way early morning.
at 7.15am.
thanks ehk ex-boyfriend fer de reporting strength.
so woke up.
as usual.
online.

den met her.
went amk hub.
bought muffins.
and off to dhobby ghaut HSBC.
done ds.
done dat.
and off fer lunch.
im telling you..
i was sooooo hungry okay.
and dat made me undecided what to eat.
oh boy.
and lastly.
long john again.
dat was de last resort.
cz i never knew dat de plan fer bugis was still on.
if not i surely goes fer bugis and MAKAN!!
ergh...

next lunch time okay..
err..
when ehk?
hahahha!!
im starting job soon.
and oh boy!
im gonna miss everything.
and psst...
i miss someone2..
ex-boyfriend!!
oh tidak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

meet up ghurlfriend lina fer wedding in yew tee.
and yes!
im miting you dere,miss zarinah.
bring it on!
=)

thursday. 10:32 PM

yesterday was thursday.
was at home de whole day in de afternoon.
and went out at night.

went jalan kayu with younger bro and ex-boyfriend.
got a call from him asking fer dinner.
and off we went about 7.30pm.

upon reaching,
waited fer de guys to finished up deir cigarettes,
and off we went to out seats.
talked.
laughed.
chatted.
and what i missed most was..
de companion.

after settling everything with our dinner,
went to our usual hang out.
yishun dam.
mrepek okay.
with younger brother around lagik.
dey left me behind.
alone.
and oh boy!
thanks.

dey went fer driving.
cz brother was so eager to drive de vehicle.
which made ex-boyfriend to drove him around.
and left me alone.
and yes.
de fav pillow was in de vehicle.
and thank goodness,
my lover was with me.

yerp2..
i have new lover.
new companion.
which i confiscated it from ex-boyfriend.
hahah!!
padan muke kau!!
aku suke.

den we talked.
chatted.
laughed.
wrestled.
oh boy!
i missed everything.
damn.

should i like give mister az a call?
hmm..
should not fer de time being.
cz i hate it.
u noe i noe people donnoe mister az talks.
oh tidak!
aku benci.

and nanie..
i remembered ur question..
if i got de chance if he ask me to be de companion..
i should think hundred milllion zillion billion times..
cz u shud noe de way of his talkings..
ergh.
whatever.

and oh boy.
im feeling soo excited and scared of my new job.
oh no..
cant be having late nights anymore.
cant be hanging on de phone with ex-boyfriend anymore.
cant be going out fer lunch anymore.
cant be chatting online in de morning till afternoon anymore.
haiya..
i miss everything..

Thursday, June 26, 2008

cliques outing. 12:55 AM

and oh!
i had wonderful time today.
met up cliques!!
so glad okay.
i miss you people like mcspicy,mc nuggets and cheeseburger without mister pickle with salty fries add on with cool cokes and sprites okay..
oh gosh we got to catch up with time even thou u people were from working place..
and me from my afternoon nap after my collection of uniforms.
and md nor really knew what happened in de train.
i slept from raffles place till ang mo kio which was when md nor woke me up.
tido mati seh.

yerp2.
i got my job.
signed.
collected my uniforms.
and oh!
only dey knew how i felt when going to start my job soon.

and ya..
it wont be at Alexandra Hospital.
and md nor.
deres no nid fer u to scare me okay.
=P

alright.
resting soon.
so people.
another meet up session again okay?
till i get my first pay.
haha!

u people are missed.
and nanie.
hope u did enjoy urself with us.
even thou we wanna make it as a surprise when dat someone2 with another someone2 burst out de secrets.
whoa!
* hugs *

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Patient Service Associate. 3:10 PM

whippie!
i got a job!
as Patient Service Associate at Alexandra Hospital.
at last!!

happily called people up.
called ex-boyfriend up first. [ of all people? ]
den azri. [ blabbering non-stop ]
den ayah.[ suke nah aku call ehk? ]
den izhar. [ thanks fer pausing ur KL Drift.. hahha!! ]
den md nor [ sleeping still ]
den msged nanie. [ kerje keras nmpak? ]

so..
tomorrow will be going down to sign everything.
and my uniforms.
oh sungguh tidak!
azri laughed.
GEMOK.
im not larh.
hahha!! [ takleh accept nmpak? ]

so again..
be having cliques meet up!!
oh im loving it.
date: 26th june 2008
day: thursday
time: 1830 hours
venue: town
den after dat,we'll have a visit fer you my miss doraemon!!
i miss you leh.
cant wait!
=)

perfumes and cosmetics. 11:29 AM

oh ya.
im not selling any perfumes nor cosmetic nimore.
sorry.
due to things which cant be solved.
sorry.
and to those whom have ordered with me,
IM SORRY.
cz ur stuffs were put behind.
and i cant take it back.
SORRY.

sunday. 10:49 AM

okay2.
went out wif nanie,din,az.
double date?
haha!
nah.
itz actually a family day thing going on.
fer nanie ler.
her werk place having ds makan session.
mcdonalds.
oh tidak!

thanks nanie fer everything.
thanks fer de treat.
next time my turn okay?
and thanks fer de advises on "kenekan dier".
and oh!
i jz cant wait to TAKE OVER EVERYTHING.
cant wait!

izhar.
please okay.
listen to my side of story.
and you can listen to my advisor,nanie okay.
fer de whole story of "wanie and de ex-boyfriend".
duh.
and stop blabbering mrepekz.
sepak kang.

sunday.
went out to makan.
den walked around Suntec.
and off to city hall.
fer my drivers.
hahha.
off to LAYAR CITRA 2008.

saw miss suzy and mister taufiq.
oit.
u uh.
im waiting fer you and yet kau da pergi dulu.
samdol.
upon reaching dere,
guess whom i saw??

oh tidak!!
saw cuzin's husband.
nah.
haha.
and more!!
saw:
ibni and ghurlfren [sumpah klau kau tegur aku,aku TAK AKAN tegur kau]
suzy [ my primary school junior whom i actually dont recall, hehe ]
idah [ ouh... my ITE pweety school mate whom is actually apit's ghurlfren ]
someone [ whom actually from ITE Bishan, product design whom i fergt de name,ex boyfriend team mate ]
abg mokhtar [ cute kan kamu on de stage ]
abg ayie [ heheh.. shocked uh ]
yaya [ azri's ex ghurlfriend.. haha!! ]
kak mel [ heheh.. shocked ehk saw me dere? ]
AN [ oh boy. cute kan dier. but please ehk kawan nyer tkmo feeling2.. attention to muhd izhar bin abu bakar ]

so datz about it.
de next day,
met md nor to tampines central.
fer interview.
and guess whom i saw?
MAISARAH [ someone's ex-ghurlfren ].
shut up okay izhar.
and padan muke kene marah ngn mak.
aku suke dengar mak kau nyer beleteh.
only at dat point of time.
hehehe.
and den in de afternoon,
met chemong.
accompanied her fer shopping.
and off we went our ways.

met dat ex-boyfriend again fer PSP.
=)

Sunday, June 22, 2008

only he noes. 10:29 AM

haha!
only GOD noes how i felt yesterday.
and only nanie noes how i am yesterday.
and only i noe how i feel being around him yesterday.
oh gosh.

today is his dikir competition.
i wish i could be dere to watch it larh.
but miss suzy is not coming down.
and u never want me to be dere alone wif de kakaks2.
hehhe.
shy okay.
hehehee..
all de best.
you have my support in everything dat u do alright.

almost shouted to taufiq yesterday.
which was actually i thot it was him lah kan.
cz i was playing PSP.
concentrating okay.
haha!
sorry beb.
and dere he goes again.
tengok muke aku jek,kau tak abes2 pening.

den.
hoping everything goes well today okay.
ring up when itz done.

now dressing up self to meet nanie,din and azri.
free makan!
wheetz.
=)

Friday, June 20, 2008

more fun dates coming up. 2:21 AM

at last.
someone is replying to my msges.
dengz!
itz free thing mah.
of coz he'll comes along.
datz y he replied.
but with no public transport.
ergh.
regrets.
duhz!

and whoppie!
de fun dates are here.
i wish fer de happenings.
i loike.
wani suke okay.

so.
tmrw will be asking lin and za out on sunday.
free makan dok!
mcdonalds.
hee.
nanie blanje.
hehhehe...
nah..
de company is having ds makan session on going.
so she's finding fer victims to join makan.
actually and supposedly her sister and nephew and niece are coming along.
but nenek disagreed.
aww...
y not u ajak de nenek skali kan best?
heee.
opps.

den she asked me whether i want or not.
only crazzy people never want free makan.
of coz i want.
im sorry ex-boyfriend.
i noe ure wanting me to be dere fer de competition.
but suzy self is not confirm yet seh.
so i rather confirm self to go makan larh.
can ehk?
but all de best fer ur dikir comp.

so.
dat make us a full house if both meow2 are confirm.
okay2.
nanie is de one who ask me to help asking u ghurls k.
so make it up.
hehehe..

so dat make.
nanie.
din.
wanie.
azri.[din's fren]
lin.[to be confirm]
za.[to be confirm].
will update more.

irritating sungguh larh dier.

damn.
i have to crack self again.
cracking and hatching self.
from de past to de present.
from now till forever.

title-less. 12:38 AM

oh no.
memekak again.
haha!
finding faults jek kan?
i noe.
u find fault.
i also find fault.
huhu.
bluek.
no fair noe.
u say dat.
den i also wanna say dat seh.
now pujok aku cepat.
hahha.
i noe im being evil.
padan muke.
serve u right.

i wonder y he call me middle nights when im asleep?
nothing to do.
disturb me again larh nie?
pantat.
but u gt de wrong timing.
hehhehe.[evil laugh].
but i thot ure gonna call me up in next "two days or two weeks"?
hehhehe.
call aku lagik larh izhar.
best kan?

den again.
md nor never call me today.
message also no where to be seen.
hehhe..
gt scolded from me yesterday night fer being soo irritating.
hehhe.
sorry mister.

and salleh?
urgh.
ferget it.
lazy to layan another irritating bobual mrepekz person.

oit.
mister.
call aku balek dum2.
aku ngh mrajok nie.
hehhe.
mcm paham.
duh.
=)

Thursday, June 19, 2008

updates. 3:16 PM

come!

itz time fer me to update what happened before i went fer my holidays.

8th june.

went to a friend's wedding.

congrats izzat and sarinah.

aww..

saw de secondary school mates.

even thou itz a not a complete group.

but ya..

nice to meet you people.

even thou i never talk!

thanks.

den after dat,

rushed home and changed.

rushing to airport.

sending off our deary jai.

ya..

even thou we're a big group of 10 people.

only 2 of us managed to come.

yerp2..

de same people.

nanie and wanie.

chin yong?

last minute thing AGAIN.

de rest?

nah..

izhar?

u noe i noe.

ferget it okay.

so..

i'll update de pics fer u alright.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

... 4:59 PM

he's back.
oh no.
ergh.
baru nak feeling being single.
and den came a person.

please.
i nid time.
i nid freedom.
i nid maself.
i nid bestie!
oh no.
where de hell is he??
azizi donut!!
u come and go.
u come and lost again in de woods.

22nd.
dikir barat comp.
to go or not to go.
waiting fer suzy.
if itz confirm,
confirm2 i nid to have de long chat wif u miss.
and den..
ergh.
i have to meet ex-boyfriend lagik larh nie.
aku benci.
damn.

someone today doesnt report to work.
asking someone to take over his place fer today.
reason?
tired.
and yesterday he was #$#%$#% to me.
cz i never noe he wants to go out mah to accompany me.
but den,
instead,
i asked mat nor along.
hhehe..
haiya.
mister CD.
u uh.
u noe me seh.
wont be asking u.
but waiting fer u to ask me.
u everytime like dis.
siow.
den now never talked to me pon.
aku lagik kene.

links to pics in KL. 3:46 PM

woah.
aunt told us not to go holiday at Port Dickson.
cz today u'll be sleeping here,
de next day when u woke up,u'll be de other side of de room.
eee..
scary okay.

so2..
heres de link fer de pics in KL.
enjoy okay.
http://nanie88.multiply.com/photos/album/53/KL_trips.?replies_read=5
http://stolenkissses.multiply.com/photos/album/20/mystic_star_...
http://herpastmemories.multiply.com/photos/album/18/KL_TRIP_D?replies_read=4

back from KL 2:43 PM

im back!
yes.
from no where.
hee.

got back from KL holidays wif family.
oh!
how nice it is.
but itz not a complete ones.
dey're busy still wif school stuffs.
huhu.
be sure to join us fer holidays next time okay.
de more,de merrier.
i miss de ghurls larh.

so ya.
holiday started on wednesday till monday late morning.
woke up early morning at 5am really makes me go goo-goo gaa-gaa.
cz i slept at 3am lehh.
was on de fone wif salleh.mat nor.and shahrill but of coz wif different timings.
dey are just mates on de fone.
hectic will happen when talking to dem.
ya.
shahrill.
shocked?
i am too.
itz just dat shahrill whom i had history with.

ya..
so on dat tuesday,
went out wif mister az.
met him.
thanks fer coming down urself even thou u had plans wif ur frens.
itz you who wanted sangat to come down.
met him.
den went back.

so wednesday morning.
boarded de bus at harbourfront.
double deck.
fun trip i guess.
boarded de bus.
check on passports.
and taa-daa.
slept in it.

reached KL about 1pm.
waited fer uncle.
thot hes coming wif de family.
but nah.
he came by wif only his small car fer our 13 people.
duh.
so we had 2 cabs to lead our way to putrajaya.
fun.
been a long time fer holidays.

reached.
saw cuzie.
and his cuzie.
put our bags.
and off fer makan.
hungry i am.
and rested de whole day after coming back from makan.

2nd day.
instead of going out wif mum and aunts.
left wif dad and siblings and cuzzies.
off to de museum den to pertaling street.
i noe i'll follow mum.
i got bullied fer being de only girl.
den i gt injured when bowling.
duh.
thanks.
night reached.
mom and aunts came wif alot of shopping bags.
duh.
jealous okay.
no prob.
im fine.
cz i maself donno wht to shop fer self.
haha!

3rd day.
went to genting highlands.
and dat was soo coool.
and cold.
had our bumpy ride up on to de cable car.
cable car is so seriously high okay.
hada was cramping into me.
but overall,
cool ride kan?
ehhehe..
so spent time at genting till night at 8.30 fer our bus ride home.
upon reaching KL,
all went dumb.
no buses anymore.
even thou it was 9pm.
aper seh.
tak paham sungguh.
and we took taxi ride home.
cz nephew was fast way asleep.
and cuzin fell sick.
and me wif my backbone problem.
oh no!
it really hurts.
i miss my bed at dat point of time.

4th day.
went shopping at alamanda.
i mean it was a window shopping fer me.
seriously.
i went blurred.
i donno what to buy dere.
den in de evening,
went off to uncle's kampong.
at dengkil.
unique name indeed.
after camwhoring and everything.
went off.
but durians dere were never fergotten.
yummy yum2..

5th day.
last day.
went to alamanda again.
this time its shopping time.
bought 2 blouses.
recommended by mom.aunt.and cuzzies.
if not i'll tell u,i wont be buying anything.
seriously.
den off we went back home.
with wrong bus.
hahah.
experienced in putrajaya.
hehhe.

night reached.
our bus leave at 10.30pm.
reached hotel.
camwhoring wif cuzzie to KLCC.
fun okay.
those cuzzies are just crazzy.
den 9.30pm,
went back to hotel lounge.
and dats de last day and few minutes left to spent wif cuzzies from KL.
aww..
nice one okay abg yin.
and ive posted ur pics out olreadi.
heheh..

okay2.
bus ride.
aww..
dat bus in charge is way too hot kan?
aww..
heheh..

yeah..
i did bought wallet from petaling street.
and my adek was fcuking bising okay i bought a wallet.

ergh!
i hate his ghurlfren larh okay.
and de sister too.
aku benci.
fer no reason.

Thursday, June 5, 2008

square one. 1:48 PM

im back wif square one.
ya..

IST missed. 1:40 PM

i noe ds may sounds stupid.
but...
izhar!!
aku rindu kau nyer kebodohan..
aku nak jumper kau before kau korbankn diri kau jadik police boy on de 7th july 2008.

okay larh.
i guess ds may sounds stupid seh.
but meng choon!!
ure going to be a police boy soon wif izhar??
meet up and have a small gathering larh.
u guys are just missing in action..
and khai chuan!!
what happened ehk?
tekong olreadi??
chin yong!!
ferget it..
every week i see ur face..

okay2..
i miss everyone in IST okay.
niwae..
how is vanessa ehk?
i mean our skywalker?

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

imesh. 9:44 PM

what a life.
made up imesh is becoz im so jealous of boyfriend.
which i guess is an ex-boyfriend.
ya2..
all my faults aper..
donnoe how to be patience in life?!
den salahkn everything to me becoz of photos?!
please larh.
im not like de ghurls out dere who wanna be fcuk about deir relationship life wif boyfriend larh okay.
if ure reading ds blog, THINK.

having imesh is soo troublesome..
seriously.
all ghurlfren and ex ghurlfren of my frens are like haunting my life?
betol nyer s**l uh..
i rather quit having ds imesh.
im online only fer songs.
mind you alright.
so i guess i'll be deleting some of my connections..

a good friend 11:32 AM

okay2..
i did received a message in de morning..
a friend of mine gt into an accident..
hes my shoulder to cry on..
hes my friend to talk to..
hes my friend whom i joked with..
he met an accident today morning..
injured both his hand..
both his knees and legs..
pray fer him please?
i never wanna lose a good friend.
coz we just had dis joking story..
and a crazzy question dat no one ever asked me..
noe what?
he asked me.." wani tak sakit?"
it means.. " wanie not sick?"
what a question seh..

i messaged back to dat number..
whch actually is his number..
asking de hospital and ward..
but not a reply i received till now..
please..
pray fer him..
nothing would happened..
im crying.
seriously.
i never wanna lose a good friend.

amin..
i hope ure fine my dear friend.

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

friend in need,friend indeed. 7:08 PM

imesh checked.
den deres ds one ghurl.
viewing.
so aper lagk kan?
viewed her back larh.
tink i appear offline,donnoe anything ehk?
heheh..

den a qsn came out from de chat box.
how u noe him?
i was like..
"huh? him?"
"i knew him from imesh"..
"y ehk?"
she was just asking..
haiz..
y on earth everyone is asking me about ds guy and dat guy..
but u people are just ex couples..
and im jz a friend of deirs..
abeh investigate tak abes2 seh..
ds is how life is when ure in square one.

and den..
talked to az.
told him about it larh.
shocked he was.
blur i guess?
slenge is him.
he just donnoe what to do..
we talked.
and he was in pain of de heart not noeing what to do.
and wondering y on earth she did dat.

ya..
some people noe de story of her and him..
kan nanie?
rite mat nor?
but when comes to think about it..
when dat party doesnt noe whats going on between her and him..
please just dont make a big fuss out of de box..
we're just friends..
and yes!
i noe..
particularly dat someone will said,
if ure being wif a guy,anything can happen.
fcuk u larh.
u think im soo desperate ke per?
jahanam.

yes.
we never deny dat we had dis feelings.
but simply said..
we're just friends..
infactuation happens..
and i noe i cant help it but we're just friends okay.
de close one.
nothing more.
cz i noe where i stand at dat point of time.
but now square one.
so ya..

he was just bloodly explaining and telling me about how it happened.
and i told him what really happened.
shocked.
and he did explained everything..
thanks fer explaining.
but u shud noe dat i'll never look down on you my dear.
a friend shud always be dere fer one.
dont think mrepekly again..

and fer dat game..
have de support fer u and ur team mates.
hope everything goes fine and smoothly.

due to some problems and misunderstandings,i'll not post out de name.

sham..
im sorry i cant help you..
u noe me best kan..
ure in need of it..
me too..
im sorry.
buzz me indeed again okay.

tiring day 6:14 PM

back to square one.
haiz.

firstly,
yesterday was seriously tiring larh kan.
de work.
oh gosh.
vincent.
ure late!
and we're doing ure part of runner?
best per lari here and dere.
haven even start wif my task,chin,cuzin and self was perspiring larh kan.
semput sia.
those 3 malay guys nk step maner nyer hensem jek tau.
tolong pon tidak.
bertuah tol.

den work!
back to my fav place.
grandstand arena.
kecoh okay.
firstly gate haven open larh.
and i have to talk2 wif de pakcik dere.
whom actually asked me to call him abang?
hahahha..
kecoh larh kan.
open gate also nk kecoh2 per?
gate open.
and i tell u larh kan.
ngamok again seh..
those people put my table under de sun?
want me to die of heat isit?
de rajin uncles help me out..
thanks..

time shows 5+..
no one is seen dere yet..
at 6..
kecoh starts.
many people came.
alot alot of people came.
den my favourite reporters came.
wooo..
best larh de work.
but about 41 reporters came okay.
den de supporters all came..
wah!!
den saw ds one guy wif another 2 people.
seems familiar..
skali got to noe my msn chatter.
belo.

okay2.
job on monday was fun but tiring and simply cool.
today not working.
simply sick.
and i guess becoz of sham's sneezes cz me de sneezin larh kn..
thanks fer ur contagious sneeze.

today.
sat at home.
baked cookies.
yummy okay.
got credits from mom.
youngest brother was like saying "kak.. y ur cookies like dat?"
den after dat hes de one who finish up everything okay..
clever per?
but simply credits okay i got today.
woohoo!!

Sunday, June 1, 2008

boring weekends. 6:19 PM

hmm..
so what did i do dese days ehk?
hmm..
out only lor..
wif parents..
boring is my life seh..
and guess what?
im having running nose balek ler plak..
and de giddyness..
oh no.

okay2.
mister lcp azri msged me.
dengz.
nanie!!
za!!
tengok uh kawan korangz nie..
he told me i kept myself quiet plak.
padahal2..
bertuah kn dat irritating nuisance guy..
my fault meh?

aunts are buying tickets fer KL tomorrow.
im hoping2..
seriously hoping tickets are still on sale.
please..
give me de happy and good news.
i seriously in need of de good news.

and guess what?
i miss bestie.
wonder where is he seh.
he never tag me no more.
azizi!!
where are u lehh?
dead uh?
dont be seh..
u seriously have de heart to leave ur bestie behind here ehk..
tag me if ure still alive seh..
heheh..