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chatted wif goody irritating bastard friend of mine yesterday night.
cz i was crying again!!
hes jz my listening ear..
after izhar which actually i donno where he hide himself.
deng!
2 dayz are up.
lost count ehk?
yes2..
i was crying again..
at my window..
with open window grill.
with cigarette.
yes i noe!!
i donnoe y ds thing happen.
i was totally pissed off and stress and dats y i smoke.
don judge me with anything.
cz i noe im not a regular smoker.
sorry cuzins..
and sorry ghurlfriends.
cz i cannot tahan olreadi yesterday.
totally stressed up.
nor was jz my listening ear.
i was reluctant to tell him everything.
i mean every of my problems.
but i just cant lah.
cz nor is just so close to me fer my hearing ear.
i was staring at those stars.
talking to nor,and looking at those.
i was wondering if he is looking at de same star which im looking at.
cz we were looking at those stars de night before at east coast.
it was seriously nice.
and i cried la.
i was hearing to "sendu di hatimu,rindu di jiwaku - sang by arrow".
and nor was laughing at me la kn.
* hiak-dush *
he was trying to cheer me up.
but i was crying very terok on de fone.
fer those who heard my cries b4,how was it?
hahaha..
k2..
i was waiting fer de msges.
but it was juz a waste.
i was thinking negatively.
serious.
cz he went over to meet his fren,whch was actually i guess it was his ex.
cz he told me before hes going over to her place to take back his helmet.
but im jumping to conclusion again?
i guess?
but ergh!
what was i thinking?
firstly i told him everything..
secondly im having ds feeling.
dey!
what happen to me?
dont anyhow seh wanie.
remember he is just a friend okay.
ds happened after he heard my cries.
you noe what i mean kn nor?
and he called me juz now.
informing me dat he cant msg me and have no free incoming cz of de low prepaid.
hey!!
u jz top it up dat monday.
de day u went out wif dat friend whom u lied to me.
bodoh per.
and deres no need fer u to talk like dat kn?!
double bodoh.
dengz.
and guess what?
double trouble fer me today.
or i'll make it as triple trouble.
but i'll asure u dat i'll update someday later okay?
got to rest lappy fer now.
den mit up za and nanie to amk hub.
amk lagk.
hope never ever bang into someone familiar.
i just have ds feeling of bang into someone.
please2..
babez.
lepak banquet?
hahaha!!
