memories are to be kept to self alone..: April 2008

Monday, April 28, 2008

birthday wishes 2nd part. 11:11 AM

haha.
i have an additional gelojoh.
nazurah!!
from msged thru hp..
she msged thru frenster..
and also blog tag la kan..
THANKS!!
much appreciated.
=)

hmm..
may be miting yan kering fer birthday.
tengok la mcm maner ehk bro..
klau gue enggak tired and sick.
whahha..

so..
thanks to:
.amalina
.rina
.adek gue
.naz... lagk..
heheh..

oh no! 2:56 AM

oh no!!

im 20.

talked to yan..
he was like..
err..
i guess..
his mind will be thinking..
"can u shut up?"

oit..
u'll regret one day okay if u did asked me to shut up.
sotong.
luckily you can tahan wif me fer 2 pathetic hours..
wif me like dozing off..
after medication and wif de itchy nose..
and even thou ure tired from work and complaining about ur itchy body..
ahhahah..
police!
police!
heeh..
i'll wonder if i can shout like dat if i see you la,yan..
hahaha..

soon..
i'll have another friend whom is a police..
chey..
chey..
chey..
izhar seh..
hahah!!
dat one i cannot imagine how he become a police..
police!
police!
but i'll guess he never layan and buat bodoh.
hahahah..

so ya..
mates are going Ns soon..
what about de other 3 guys ehk?
meng?
chin?
khai chuan?

graduation day. 2:51 AM

13 may is de date.
tueday is de day.
alah..
wanna go or not ehk?
fer de graduation thing?
and we have to go up on stage to collect our certs..
alah..
saper nk g layan?
i go dere makan2.
meet2 de people da okay la..
meet de people..
haiz..
ya..
meet de classmates..
de used-to-be cliques..
so how?
to go or not to go?
nanie?
izhar?
wanie?
scandals?
boyfriends?
ghurlfriends?
=)

birthday wishes. 2:09 AM

woah!!

received few messages..

i mean can say alot seh of messages..

jz wanna say thanks to:

.yaya[cuzin]

.ilah

.nanie.

.faisal

.hatd

.zule

.yana.

.nazurah

.sharon

.sofean

.izhar

fer de birthday wishes.

and faisal fer de birthday treat and birthday present.

and sofean fer accompanying me on de fone till 0000hours,28th april 2008,even thou i did dozed off seh and ure being too sleepy and tired from work.

and to my deary ghurlfrens, ilah and nanie..

hahah..

guess what?

dey msged me thru frenster..

msged me thru tagged..

msged me thru my number..

msged me thru msn..

and also multiply..

greedy ghurlfrens i have.

but i simply love you both.

thanks fer being in my frenship life.

and thanks fer being a part of my family.

love you both alright.

okay2..

below is one of de msg sent to me by siti noraini:

20 Reasons That Make YOu A Perfect Gurlfren:

1. You are funny

2. You Love to make people smile

3. You are easy-going

4. You are always there for me

5. You are full of commentos

6. You are honest

7. You are very straight forward

8. You are cheerful & bubbly

9. Your laugh makes me want to laugh with you

10. You are caring & loving

11. You are sweet

12. You always have the solution to every problems i encounter

13. You are fun to be with

14. You have the same interest as me

15. Your words are sharp *i loike*

16. You are independent

17. You motivate me when im about to give up something.

18. You point out my mistakes & weaknesses

19. You are stubborn

20. You are cool

Above all, you are simply my best gurlfren. Thanks for everything. Knowing you is my greatest pleasure.
"Happy Burfday Gurlfren"

and knowing my ghurlfrens and boyfrens are my greatest pleasure.

without dem,my life would be empty.

so,juz wanna say..

a big thanks to all of you fer de wishes.

Sunday, April 27, 2008

losing a gd fren,de best of fren. =\ 2:02 PM

ure a fren.
ure someone.
thru upz and downz ure always dere.
but i guess itz a no-no fer now.
you just have no right nimore in de list.
ure no longer a good fren.
ure no longer a best fren.
ure no longer a best blood.
or whatsoever.
ure jz a friend.
a casual friend indeed.
a casual friend whom i will jz say a small Hi and walk off.
ya.
im not de friend whom you used to noe.
whom you used to share everything.
or whom i used to share everything.

and guess what?
i can live without having you also..
i can live alright.

so..
then..
here's my farewell..
goodbye friend.
all de best fer ur future.
and all de best fer ur NS life.

Saturday, April 26, 2008

de birthday thingy. 3:48 AM

okay2.
early planned we're having this birthday thingy fer me from fai.
toooot..
at last im de one who cancelled it.
taa-daa!!
chantek ah.
hehehe [ evilish laugh ]

okay..
this was nicely plan which was planned two weeks before.. [ pandai2 kire okay ]
den last week,
one of my mak nenek called up..
told us about de family barbeque thingy at cck.
and it was like..
"errr... okay.. insya allah, we dtg"..
den she sae..
"dtg la.. yaya bring adnan,nina bring amadil,abg hasyim bring kak syahirah,abg yuyu bring nana, nanie bawak nanie nyer...."
"huh? nanie bawak nanie nyer? mat maner ehk aku nk pinjam jap untok saturday nie? "
but then again..
after putting down de phone..
my mind goes..
"errr...ehhh"..
"oit...." [ then i start talking to myself again ]..
best tau talking to self..
crapz.

den i went to tell parents about it..
and mom was like..
"errr... ehk.. yer ker? betol ke drg jempot..."
jempot2 betol la mak aku ni..
da la aku ngh lapar at dat point of time..
dier cakap psal "jempot" plak tu..
and i goes..
"i..yer..lerrr...... but im not going..."
[ pause ]
[ a long major pause la okay ]
but i guess dat would be a full stop la cz she never reply me back.
whahahahheheh...

den jz now..
i made up my mind..
of cancelling my birthday thing..
aku tau yang cancel..
whahhehhe..
den i told fai..
" ala.. kau buat next week skali la.. da gaji aper.. lagik dapat duit ers.. $$$$.."
whahahhaehhehe..
"aku lagik suke..."
* hiak *
im not money face ehk..
stop it wif de remarks..
den after dat..
it cools down..

few hours later..

"kak.. monday kau tak kluar..?"
ler...
ni da knaper plak ngn adek aku..?
tak psal2 tanyer..
klau tanyer jek takper..
ni berkepit plak tu..
nyemak tol la kau tahu tak?
rimas u noe..

den he goes on and keep on asking..
"kau tak g maner2 ker lpas maghrib.."
"tak la.. agknyer la.. kau da kenaper mrepek??!"
guess what he did?
tersengih2..
mcm kerang busuk..

oit..
i had surprises okay..
yikes..
aku benci.

Thursday, April 24, 2008

chocolates. 1:38 PM

sent me a chocolate cake with chocolate chips and chocolate frosting on it.
i'll be de happy chocolate angel, eating chocolates peacefully.
not bothering on others fer de chocolates im craving fer.
itz an heart ache not noeing dat chocolates is giving de peaceful moments when encountering difficulties.
chocolates never make you fat.
but it makes you happy which may turns you fat fer being too happy.
im soo in love wif chocolates la.
=)

* itz here..
itz coming..
=)

yus is giving de stoopid memories back. 12:45 AM

argh!
if i knew i'll never see de video or talk about those guys..
yus!!!
im gonna kill you fer sure seh..
u made me missing someone fer a stooopid reason.
* hiak *
geram la kan..

nanie and i were like chatting about dem..
we were like whos de original person fer it..
and went to watched de videos and nanie was searching fer de songs..
and i was like watching de videos..

only me and her and hym noes about it..
and maybe i regretted?
regretted of noeing hym before and left hym now..
hearing hym wif de struming of de guitars and lyrics of de songs..
noeing hys whereabouts even thou i never asked hym anyting about it..
noeing dat i lied to hym and hym jz becoz of noeing hym..
maybe i regretted.
and maybe not.
fer i had de chance of noeing hym fer who he is.
rather den not noeing hym fer who he is not.

simply miss hym rather den missing anyone else.
hah!

WHATEVER.

* an ex-boyfriend calls sometimes cool me down.
but hey!
what de hell am i thinking?
hes only asking fer my doings jek.
only hys frens were asking fer a get-back story.
nah..
im haing my own life now.
loving it also.
i guess.

Monday, April 21, 2008

sick 4:29 PM

i cant stand it anymore.
seriously.
i cant smell anyting fer now.
i'll vomit out everyting.
even thou ive eaten or not even touch any food yet.
why ehk?
and temperature is going up and low.
and running nose comes and goes.
de migraine?
dont ask about it.
it stays.
medicine wont work even thou itz taken 3 times a day.
seriously.

*soon to be enuf.
you'll noe itz here.

forbidden kingdom 7:50 AM

watching forbidden kingdom was full of laughters alright.
jackie chan wif jet li.
all time favourites.
should watched it.
love it.
=)

superhero movie was err..
oklah..
de same storyline as spiderman.
but ds was full of laughters or lame laughters?

and i regretted of watching over her dead body movie online HALF WAY.
you see..
now deres no more access to de webiste..
damn.
have to fork out fer dat movie..
eva longoria is loved.

next plan movie:
* prom night *
* de hottie and de nottie *
* over her dead body *
* college road trip *

itz coming..
coming..
oh no!
=)

Saturday, April 19, 2008

20th to dem. 1:11 PM

Happy 20th Anwar!!!
and he'll be busybody counting to mine..
a primary school friend indeed.
sebok nyer orang.
=)

and guess what?
i forgot my childhood fren's 20th.
which was not supposed to happen seh.
i remembered his birthday every year.
and this..
i wasnt intentionally fergot his 20th seh..
Happy Belated 20th Sahibul.
=)

sick. 1:05 PM

being sick is driving me nuts and crazy.
been sick de whole day..
whole weeks..
almost come to months..

vomitted yesterday night.
having fever upz and downz really controls my patience.
and de migraine really strikes off..
gosh!

and luckily de running nose has stopped..
i wonder will it come back again..
im tired you noe..

migraine..
cold..
cough..
vomitting..
running nose..

damn.
i really cant stand it anymore.

fresh air is needed.
5 days sitting at home..
drives me nuts.

Friday, April 18, 2008

empress and de warriors. =) 4:29 PM

wheep!
staying at home is boring.
and so decided to catch a movie..
where?
internet lor.
hehe.
watched empress and de warriors.
cool and great movie.
de new "mulan"..
=)

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

jackpot fer movies. 2:28 AM

itz a jackpot!
went to cinemas fer movies..
yerp2..
movies..
out of boredom.
seriously.

met nanie some time last week or de week before..
watched shutter.
was fine.
credits fer de cinema.
first time fer me to amk hub cinema.
nice.

den de next few days..
went fer a movie Rule One.
was fine but seriously boring.
deres a malay guy in front of me saying..
"duduk lamer2.. tapi criter mrepek.. "
okay.
let me translate k..
"been sitting here fer so long,and dere it goes,a boring movie"..

next movie was street kings..
cool!!
love it.
should watch it..

den de last movie was untraceable.
nice one.
killing people..
gore..
should watched it too..

and dere it goes..
money spent fer movies out of boredom.
i cant stand it sitting at home fer long.
wished to be out.
but..
itz adult's fare.

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

does it make a difference? 1:09 AM

does it make a difference????
tell me la!!
told ya earlier.
and you agreed.
thanks fer understanding.

but now??
wheres de understanding??
u wanna a comment rite?
fine!

itz up to de individual.
itz up to dem to have it as low profile or whatever it is.
fuck!
u want me to what?
telling de whole world?
ferget it.

im not dat type of person whos gonna tell everyone about everything or anything.
you wanna differentiate me and others?
you wanna differentiate me and nanie??
look upon urself in de mirror la.
and ask urself whether is ds differentiating.

yes!
it is.
you have ur own opinion dat you never differentiate.
please ehk.
stop it.
open up ur minds and gather all ur brains.
ds i called DIFFERENTIATING.
and yes.
it is.

first you differentiate me wif ur ex.
and now ure differentiating me wif my own ghurlfren?
what de hell are you doing?

Monday, April 7, 2008

from nanie to her deary. 12:56 PM

from nanie..
to siti haslinda..
=)

http://nanieyananaqi.imeem.com/video/qbEfg5zT/nanie_anaqi_memories_shortfilm_video/

Thursday, April 3, 2008

not in de mood. 1:40 PM

not in de mood to post any entry today.
only close ones noe.

ya..
same people and new comer who noes what im feeling rite now.

but den again.

ya.

have fun.

:)

* break down *

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Wednesday, April 2, 2008

IST: chalet is cancelled okay? 10:01 AM

so...
now i pronounced dat our IST Chalet is CANCELLED.

no this..
no that..
fucked up i am..
u wanna de chalet,
PLAN it urself.

i shall and wont sae it.
like i said earlier,
you want it?
PLAN IT.

u dont expect us to plan everything and in de end,no one comes rite?
cz..
after considerations,
after asking about a small gathering sometime later..
a short message of cant make it really pulls us off..

which is de reason we're cancelling de chalet.
ya..
itz cancel okay?
satisfied?
i bet it'll be.

u want de chalet?
plan everything..
dont expect us to do everything fer u and in de end,
not even a ting happen.

[ below is editted by nanie; enjoy reading more people ]

ok, today is our results day and meeting the cliques up later in the evening at lido mc cafe.
but im so fucking disappointed.
first, before grad, people ask US to decide where, when & what time.
but wen we done with that, we let them noe, but their answer "i cnt make it" and no reply at all.
next time, dun be a sweet-talk mother fucker ok??

FCUK!!! whats wrong with you people.
fine, you think you wana be this way, ok lets do it. im very good at it.
we wanna have good times and be good and make that misunderstanding to an understanding, yet you people just let it go.

ok, just dun blame us for not letting you people noe abt the outing.
next time, for sure i wil count you people out coz its like wasting my time, effort & money, especially the upcoming chalet.
you people ask for it. then i guess this time you can have all the thinking towards me & whoever related to me. such a pain.

argh!!!!