Monday, October 1, 2007
hard day..
2:51 AM
okay...let my scandal Ujang went to bed cz tomorrow werking in de morning..toodles..and now talking to dat long lost friend..WAN....[not dat azwan okay nazurah]itz been months okay fer not contacting wif him back due to dat black guy...yes..dat ex boyfriend...."don contact wif ur guy friends anymore..."fcuker...shuddup okay...and now...been recently in contact back wif deary wan...yet again..my deary sister is crying again wif de boyfriend lor..her boyfriend cum my brother..haiya...head-ache to see my siblings like this lehh..somemore my own brother lehh..hey bro..ure giving me bad head-aches and heart-aches to see u not being at home..not coming back home..keeping urself quiet until im de one who asked u on ur doings..and me getting scolded from dad coz im backing you up..but did u realised?and have you ever realised what im doing fer you?to my deary sis..i guess im going to strangled dat guy alive la..cant stand it olreadi...okay2..last saturday went to geylang wif mummy..was full and packed wif people!!!!!gosh...crazzy day.....and yes..and dat guy had to sent me a pathetic sms after reading dat previous entry..oh boy..if people were to see me..i was laughing to maself wen reading dat msg u dummy head...and u love to see my laughing to maself rite...and u gonna get it from me okay fer our meet u dummy skinny person...and haha!i saw dat ghurlfren of urz...and u still have de courage to ask me to tell her dat huh..."wanie..sae hello to her la..."woit!!ure crazzy uh..aligator...an juz to find mummy's white baju kurong is sooo difficult...not nice la...tooo many this..and tooo many dat...like mother..like daughter..buying our clothes at boutique is our lifestyle...but dad was hfsjdhfdskfkdsfjsidhfsdfhdsj......he was blabbering on de fone....dad...ure not de one wif us..and ure not a laydee like us...itz easy fer guys to find ur clothes okay..and it took us fer hours to find her baju..after one is found...den had to find another...reached home almost to 12...upon reaching home...guess what...de next morning...mummy said she don like de baju.....aiya...mummy....y didnt you tell me earlier...and she said....."u said itz okay fer de clothes....."aiyayayyayayyaya.......mummy..ure de one who picked and choose dat clothes...and now u said u don have no mood fer raya coz of de clothes...MUMMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!u spoilt my mood okay fer dis hari raye...uve hurt my heart u noe.....i juz want de raya to be de best one...i donno y and i jz want to have this raya de best ever......and uve spoilt my mood of saying dat....it hurtz okay...sunday[30.09.07] was juz a spring cleaning day fer me..and i had to do everything on my own lor..cz im de only one not fasting mah..and everyone was like...tired...and okay..i understand you people okay...itz only dat you people wont understand me in any situation...HAIZ......ermm...am i being emo after writing like dat?ahahhahahhahahhahahaha...and im not okay...oritez..till here i guess..nid to have my beauty sleep fer now..later need to continue wif my spring cleaning again...toodles...