memories are to be kept to self alone..: not being herself today..

Friday, August 17, 2007

not being herself today.. 12:19 PM

don think im being maself today..

was tired..

not enuf sleep..

migraine is back killing me..

and yet again..

im still sick which still continues fer a week olreadi..

and please..

how i wished people will not ask much wat happen..

as de same reason will still be given as in "ya..nothing...im ok and fine".

ya..

i noe itz very nice of u peeps asking..

thanks.

but..

ya..

im ok.

itz juz my thinking on y people think on demselves rather than others..

had some talks wif frenz this morning..

FAVOURITSM.

and it happened to me..

mom and dad were still on my younger brother's side..

"don think negatively on him..."

blablabla..

blabbering much and i HATE it..

fcuking damn HATE it..

and if i have de right to sae it..

i'll juz say it infront of ur faces!!

fcuk la..

u think wat??

me..as a daughter and sister to dis family is juz giving advices..

and dere u people were juz asking me to shut maself up..

fcuk!!

don ever try me to shut maself up..

if i ever do shut maself up..

it will be ferever and ever..

and NEVER will come back..

as im shutting maself up so to make everyone happy..

is it ok fer u PEOPLE??

people are always thinking on deir own and "sometimes" fer others..

i,maself am tired and sick too and itz been a week!!

u guys are juz complaining dat u guys are tired,not enuf sleep and juz started to fall sick..

den wat about maself?

i endure everything especially today..

even thou im tired after yesterday of cracking brain,still sleepy and yet again back wif ma sickness..

apparently..

i tahan every lessons today..

even thou im listening to mp3 on one side..

and i still have a job interview later on..

how am i suppose to go fer it if im yet still sleepy here..

oh man..

people..people..

im asking a favour of using ur brain to think la..

damn!!

how irritating it may be..

and ya..

happy advance 20th bdae izhar..