Wednesday, August 29, 2007
am i being too nice?
12:46 AM
am i being too nice?my ghurlfrenz..my boyfriends..my friends..am i being too nice here?tag me dere..ghurlfriends..boyfriends..i nid u people..stay by me fer now..ive broke myself down noeing dat im being too nice which makes him wanna break..to boyfriend's best friend,amin..itz easy fer u to sae to find fer another..but itz hard fer me to fall in love fer another..people jz donnoe how to appreciate wats given..and im fcuking damn fed-up..like wat my ex used to sae to me after break up.."what goes around,comes around"..and yes..it has comes around..thanks fer ur "werds"..and to bestie,azizi..hope u noe wat im going thru..and datz y im not being maself towards u..and hope u understand..and also to blood,izhar..guess ure right..im being too over-nice..but im trying to overcome de nice things in me..but i jz cant..itz in me..i cant let it out..fer me..it takes time..but itz been a long time..but i jz cant..to my boyfriend,sharill..thanks fer not telling me..but u told amin about this..cz he is de one whu ask me how am i being wif u..hes de person whum i told wat i feel..ive let out everything to him instead of u..ashamed.hes ur best friend.and im ur ghurlfriend.y cant u jz tell me..even thou u did ask me before "whu am i to u" if im keeping something to maself..y cant u do de same thing..?