memories are to be kept to self alone..: August 2007

Friday, August 31, 2007

happy tescher's day.. 1:52 PM

Happy tEacher's day..

Happy birThday to my mummy..

went to school at 10am fer makan2..

corrupted and last minute event but in de end all food had vanished into thin air wif IST ghost spirits..

hungry ghost mah..

so my class including me were like spirits taking and topping up foods to eat..

we were de hungry ghost back then..

haha.

so..

ya..

de foods were ok..

de cake was ok.
de drinks were far more ok..

and ya..

had this cream cake fight..

wah seh..

2 vs 1 and itz not fair..

creammmzzz all over my hair and face..

and thanks to muhd izhar and charmaine..

sharon..

if u were dere too..

u will be laughing our loud like nobody's business..

and u missed de fun lehh..

u should see izhar's reaction wen i was about to throw dat cold water to him..

he was rushing to get on his bike and zoooooom away..

but den..

he cant even put his bike key into de hole..

and his face was damn like monkey losing some grib..

hahaha..

izhar...

only i saw it..

and i'll tell everyone about it..

actually ya hor..

ive told everyone about it thru this entry lehh..

and yes..

im looking ferward fer de december chalet..

and i hope it will be de memorable class bonding..

erghh!!

im looking ferward fer it..

itz a must..!!!!!!!

Thursday, August 30, 2007

... 12:45 PM

been days fer raining..
boring sitting at home..
cant study in my environment now..
was thinking of woodlands library..
yet again..
itz raining heavily..

maybe people had read my previous blog..
and im sorry if it hurt u people or watever thinking is..
dat is my part of life..
if u people think dat im mentioning abt any people ure thinking..
even thou i didnt write any names dere..
sorry uh..
coz i knew people would come by blog hopping till it reaches mine..
like i said..
if people are thinking dat im mentioning people dey knew..jz see fer urselves..
did i mention any names dere?
itz as if i have not many friends out dere..
i do have many friends..
and itz not only u people are my circle of friends..
deres a lot out dere..
have a matured mindset and think..
dumb heads..

end of entry as de rest will be kept to maself only..
coz if mention more..
people will think dat im mentioning about dem..
blablabla..
only close ones knew my character..

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

despise liars.. 8:22 PM

at last!!
my group had finished wif our presentation..
and now cracking our brains to study fer exams..
at last..at last..

and ya..
was wondering..
and did ask izhar about this..
y cant we be like others?
why cant we be united like other people?
wondering what im talking about?

ya..
itz about my class la..
itz been almost 2 years and de bonding of de classes are far damn away due to misunderstandings i guess?
me and izhar ourselves were not known to this..
as de both of us are jz being crazzy and irritating and doing our own business wif our 4 ladies (nanie,lin,val,jai)..
we jz mind our own business..
we are jz being fair wif others..
not being hypocrite or backstabbers..
i didnt sae dat my classmates are those hypocrites or backstabbers..
so if people think dat im mentioning about dem,use ur matured brain and think..
am i talking about you?

but ya..
after blogging about this..
not sure if u people are thinking what im thinking or juz thinking about de ownselves..
so again..
u people are 18 to 20+ age..
y cant have de matured mindset?
been long of having this feelings dat ya..
we were not meant to be bond together i guess..
and thanks fer being classmates..

and sometimes i do feel regret of being a friend to someone whom can be trusted fer long till one day dat person was caught of talking around de bush..
telling a friend,other thing..
and telling me another thing..
jz wanna ask..
wat de hell are u thinking?
after dat incident..
do you think u can be trusted fer long?
fer others..
u can be given a chance..
but fer me..
thanks coz i gt to noe ure still continuing talking about me behind my back..
im asking u again.
wat de hell are u thinking?
trying to talk behind my back?
trying to talk behind our back?
or trying to get more attention and wanting people to be by you..
and i thank de people around u alot and very much..
coz dey trust u alot..and u trust dem alot..
but u juz donno de real thing behind dem..
u are talking about me and others behind people's back..
do you noe dat de people ure talking to are talking behind ur back?
i kinda feel sorry fer u but im NOT.
and dont ever..
backstabbers people are being hate by me..
coz i hate backstabbers people alot..
u should be thankfull of having a friend whu noes u fer some years..
but u jz don appreciate..
u think those people whum u are telling dem ur stories can be trusted..
and ya..
go ahead wif those people..

hey..
im not being jealous of whatever thing..
but jz wanna sae dat ure not using ur brain..
people nowadays are blog hopping..
if u come across my blog..
thanks fer visiting..
coz i don think i did mention any names way up dere..
so if u think dat im talking about u..
ure way stooopid coz i jz sae..
"did i mention any names way up dere?"
but jz wanna sae..
thanks uh ehk...
fer being a friend once.

if someone out dere is not happy wif this entry of mine..
approach me ya..
and dont be shy..
coz im gonna tell u everything..
if those people whom are close to u deny everything..
and ya..
u people will jz go ahead wif ur life being a liar..
"ONCE A LIAR,IS ALWAYS A LIAR"...

am i being too nice? 12:46 AM

am i being too nice?

my ghurlfrenz..
my boyfriends..
my friends..
am i being too nice here?
tag me dere..

ghurlfriends..
boyfriends..
i nid u people..
stay by me fer now..
ive broke myself down noeing dat im being too nice which makes him wanna break..

to boyfriend's best friend,amin..
itz easy fer u to sae to find fer another..
but itz hard fer me to fall in love fer another..
people jz donnoe how to appreciate wats given..
and im fcuking damn fed-up..
like wat my ex used to sae to me after break up..
"what goes around,comes around"..
and yes..
it has comes around..
thanks fer ur "werds"..

and to bestie,azizi..
hope u noe wat im going thru..
and datz y im not being maself towards u..
and hope u understand..

and also to blood,izhar..
guess ure right..
im being too over-nice..
but im trying to overcome de nice things in me..
but i jz cant..
itz in me..
i cant let it out..
fer me..it takes time..
but itz been a long time..
but i jz cant..

to my boyfriend,sharill..
thanks fer not telling me..but u told amin about this..
cz he is de one whu ask me how am i being wif u..
hes de person whum i told wat i feel..
ive let out everything to him instead of u..
ashamed.
hes ur best friend.
and im ur ghurlfriend.
y cant u jz tell me..
even thou u did ask me before "whu am i to u" if im keeping something to maself..
y cant u do de same thing..?

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

missing memories.. 8:43 PM

been days since i update ya..

last sunday went to Meritus Mandarin fer de "Thank You Party" wif my ladies..

event started at 6+ till around 10+..

and yes..

dat was de last time we're having this gathering..

and yes again..

i do miss dem alotz..

de fun..

de laughters..

de arguments..

de "talking behind people's back"..

haha..

and i simply loving it..

hehe..

as i told u deary bestie,azizi..

hehe..

i'll be updating de pics..

check it out..

and ya..

yesterday went fer interview wif ica,indra's ghurlfren and dayana,her best fren..

met up at ct hall after handing over projects..

and yes..

itz done and over..

and tomorrow will be de presentation..

and after dat will be my own studying..

ya..

after de interview which i had to wait fer de 2nd interview..

went to Bukit Gombak wif ica to mit up boyfriends..

and ya..

as usual..

Quiet.

boyfriend and ica were de ones talking..

i jz cant figure out i cant talk much wif dem.

i mean i cant be de way dat im wif my friends and being around dem..

and only boyfriend noes.

so ya..

check out de photos aitez..

Sunday, August 26, 2007

thanks uh ehk.. 1:12 AM

thanks ah ehk...
im not being jealous or watever shit or fcuk u give me..
and yes..
on behalf of "us" including mommy..
thanks uh ehk...
fsdgfdgdgfgfhgfhf#%$#%$^%$&
i'll never give any "shits" fer u...
watever it is..
blah la...
get lost..
and dont bother.

backstabbers.
fcukers.
liars.
get de hell out of my sight.
or else ur life would be de miserable of all.
please stop acting ure one nice person but in de end..
ure talking shit and craps on others.
backstabers.
get lost.
PLEASE LAH!!
get a life arsehole....!!
ure chasing something like deres no other thing..
u think ure de only one isit?
dumb.
go and chase and take away everything la..
thinking about urself and ur high expectations..

get lost.
and dont bother talking or mixing wif me.
coz i fcuking damn HATE to see ur face..
understand?
does it make a clear sense to u?
if its still doesnt make any sense to u..
den ure stooopid dumb ass..
and i'll show u one fine day to make a clear sense to ur brain.
ok?

Saturday, August 25, 2007

boring.. 10:30 PM

alone.

boifren today accompanying mom at hospital..

proud.

today.

went to woodlands to visit new born niece,Nur Irdina Bte Muhd Amsyari.

was crying and crying..

dats wat babies are..

if im de baby..

i would love to cry everyday so everyone would pamper me and gives me anything i want!!

how i wonder im de baby..

hehe.

ok2..

went to causeway point after dat..

actually kind of boring window shopping..

and i guess my hobby of shopping and window shopping doesnt interest me anymore..

and sick and tired over it..

itz not dat im have no money like dat..

itz juz dat..

everywhere i go are de same things,clothes and shoes..

blablabla..

im juz talking too much today..

cause im boring mah..

i jz hate to be bored.

stooopid.

irritating.

arsehole.

and ya.

im juz sitting at home.

doing nothing as usual today.

was raining and stopped.

tomorrow is de Thank You Party.

Meritus Mandarin Hotel.

Black is de choice of colours fer us.

and yes.

as usual..

have no Black.

only Black shirts.

like i said earlier..

was about to buy this top.

and usual..

didnt buy it.

coz it juz caught me in de eye fer a while.

and BOOM!!

it doesnt interest me nimore.

bye2 to dat top.

im juz being bored.

hobbies and interest of mine suddenly vanished into thin air juz like dat.

even thou im fcuking interested on those.

wats happening to me dese few days?

tired still.. 1:31 AM

freaking tired sia today..
had my sleep in de afternoon..
damn!!
and it was a long sleep seh..
which makes my body aching till now..
complaint to yOunger bro dat im feeling sleepy after eating nasi gOreng..
and slept from 2.30pm till 6.30pm..
gosh!!
im growing fatter day by day seh..
eat..sleep..eat..sleep..
wat happened to my appetite dese few days??

and ya..
spent de whole day infront of de computer..
finishing up powerpoint..
and soon..
itz gonna be done..
juz counting on to de days of presentation.
tuesday,28august2007 = presentation
eh..
presenting in de auditorium noe..
using microfone somemore..
i guess..

mom promised twice to go JB on saturdays..
and yes..
promise still not yet granted..
when?
i wanna go...
my Hari Raya clothes still not yet find lehh..
be wearing white this year...
and not juz my family..
my family from dad's side planned to wear white on de first day..
~ wee... ~

today..
late saturday morning..
25august2007..
no plan fer today i guess..
be going to grandparent's place..
been days since i went dere..
due to projects and stuffs..
and yet still haven even touch my books fer revision..

and yes!!
after my presentation is done..
got to rumble jumble up my time fer revision..
gonna leave boifren behind..
gonna leave my laptop alone..
gonna leave my bed cold..
have to bring my mp3 along..
* no music,no mood to study *
and my hp along too..
* wif silent mode and no vibration *

and boifren..
im gonna make u busy urself..
go and work..
have ur car practical..
and if u have time or bored enuf wif ur life..
go down to jurong cc and have ur dikir la..
so try not to bother me k..
busy urself coz im gonna make maself study like mad till my exams are over..
* like real like dat *
but simply said..
be missing ur stooopid lame jokes and i love u la..

Friday, August 24, 2007

why? 1:25 AM

things happened fast wifout any notice..
stoopid..
irritated..

itz a sudden break down..
and her blood called her at de wrong time..
if only boifren is around..
* tsk..tsk..tsk.. *
maybe itz due to de stress mode around..
if people may easily understand what im going thru dese months and days..
BUT..
people juz don understand..

even this fren of mine who i regard him as my brO..
chatted while crying..
if only u noe wat happened wen dat typed message in msn were sent to me..
a bestie since secondary..
u said u understand..
u said u noe..
but do u really noe what ur bestie here is feeling?
do you noe her character well wen she's having a break-down?
or wen she's mad?
and no u dont.
even thou u said u do..
please..
like wat u told me before..
people changes and so do i..
but itz juz de physically not mentally..
itz only a minor thing if i change..
and itz not a major thing i wud sae.
big deal!

ladies have different mind set wen deir guys are having ladies around..
* used to encounter dat situation before but not now..move on life *
and u noe that im not de type of person who will contact much wenever dey're attached..
u juz don understand..
i did told u before few years back..
and u forget..
y?
like i said..
people are busy wif own world..
people have deir lives too and busy wif it..
de frenship is juz turning us down..

i juz don want ur partner to think dat im de third party..
even thou u explained me much..
but im sory but to sae this again..
i juz don want to be de third party who people may consider it as de enemy of all..
guys wif egos..
will not understand de ladies..
as ladies have different mind sets as u guys..
so please..
i hope u understand wat im going thru..
and im sory.

boifren..
ure needed..
i noe wat ure going thru rite now..
itz not only u..
ur ghurlfren too..
but..
ya..
i juz want u to spend time wif ur mom.
hospitilisation.
and i feel sad fer her.
take care of her well.
and take care of urself too..
and juz please listen to her fer once..
if only u did what she told u to do juz now..
this wont be happening..
ghurlfren/boifren could be put aside..
but i juz want u to be by her side..

Thursday, August 23, 2007

itz not yet over.. 10:38 PM

reached home early and continue wif my project pricing..

ending..

met boifren fer lunch before meeting mum after her werk.

and yes!!

which ghurlfren is not happy to meet her boifren?

and im simply happy even thou i told him to meet me only next week..

he insisted on coming down to yishun jz to meet..

and boifren..

i appreciate it alot..

even thou it may be a shocked fer u to see me in my blue baju kurung..

hehe..

went to NUH wif mum to visit ghurlfren's dad..

was surprised to see him in dat situation.

de last time i saw,he was skinny and a small person..

wen he's illness is here..

he was in swollen situation..

his whole body is swollen..

feel sad fer ghurlfren and family..

but..

surely..

my family and others will be dere fer u and pray fer ur dad,ghurlfren..

and i do love my ghurlfrens and be dere fer u people..

boifren called up..

his mom is warded in Tan Tock Seng..

so..

shud i or not visit her?

wat will dey sae if me as their son's ghurlfren didnt visit her..?

mr.advisor..

help me once again..

dont want to be look down by dem leh..

only dat boifren sae itz not time yet..

wait till raye..

coz if im visiting his mother..

his lil'niece is de one who will let de secrets out..

ya lor..

a 3 year old kid will not noe anything unless we tell dem not to..

but..

i simply love her alot too..!!

thanks boifren and de rest in msn fer not disturbing me wen im busy..

had to finish up my pricing draft..

and yes!!

itz done..

thanks everyone..

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

blurry me.. 11:44 PM

still remembered those passed times..

hmm..

wondering..

fasting month is meeting us soon..

and cant wait fer it..

new way of celebration i guess..

but partly..

it will not turn out to be de merriest of all..

grandfather is terribly sick..

been having stooopid nightmares and dreams on it..

damn!!

itz haunting me down everywhere i go lehh..

but..

i'll pray fer u and praying dat we will celebrate this hari raya wif u..

but now..

only god noes wat happening to me lately..
hehe..

crazzie me..

blurry me..

gong me..

dump lehh..

been talking rubbish lately and having this BIG appetite non-stop..

due to stress mode..!!

BUT!!

im not crazzy hor..

which will turn me down till dat scary "chalet"..

luckily boifren donnoe..

if not..

guess he will be laughing out loud fer awhile and start wif his nonsense again like deres no tomorrow..

but...

boifren..

don think i donnoe u lehh hor..

hehe..

but only dat crazzy classmate knew it..

so..

mate..

shuddup and keep it to urself..

or else..

secrets of ur mommy will un-purposely being told..

opps!!

but..

trust me..

hehe..

Monday, August 20, 2007

think twice before doing anything.. 11:38 PM

woke up late today again..

but managed fer school even thou im late!!
ya..
due to attendance,i went to school..

on de way to school..
managed to buy my "bloodsucker" a burfday cake..
opps!!
hehe..
thank god u have a friend like me,muhd izhar!!
last year was cadbury..
hmm..
this year was chocolate cake..
wat will it be next year?
haiz..
hopefully..
u'll be missing me damn alot..!!
hehe..
and even thou im late fer it..
ure not thankful enuf u noe?!
donnoe rite?
how dare u go and swing de cake?
and i hate dat type of person who doesnt appreciate wats given..
so..
bestie..
move on!!

and then again..
de planning came to worst wen received a call from dayana..
called me up few seconds after i sent de msg to liza..
darling..
shud have msged me earlier la dey..
but..
hopefully wednesday would work out preety well..

weather is cold and was drenched in de heavy rain on de way to school..
was about to feel well after being sick fer almost a week!!
and then again..
sickness is back again haunting..
damn!!
if boifren noes about it.."stay at home..no nid to go out"..
but good larh..
coz ure de one whu always come down and visit me here wen im sick..
thank you.

muhd izhar..
stop being an irritating gong going over goo-goo gaga over her and everything..
once is enuf..
twice is ok..
thrice is irritating and lucky u i nvr smack hard wif de shuttle cock at ur face..

oh well..
tomorrow gt no plan i guess..
be miting him?
nah..
not sure ehk..
but im preety sure dat im beginning to get frightened dese days..
of coz la..
haven even touch my book even thou exams are next 2 weeks..
even miting him had been cut down..
once a week is enuf..
still yet haven touch dat books and notes..
some encouragement please?
boifren encouragement is enuf..
*blabbering*
but i still love u..
hehe..

and boifren..
i guess i have to put u back behind..
as..
im missing my close ghurlfrenz alot..
ilah..shikha..amalina..waheeda..
ghurlfrenz..!!
mit up..mit up..mit up..
have to catch those missing funs again..

* de cake which was much not appreciate *

oh2..someone help me.. 12:40 AM

yay2..

went out wif boyfren today..

and at last!!

dat dumb head is oways fcuking damn bz wif life..

stooopid asshole...

and i miss my friends too..

i love u too larh friends..

trying not to count those months left fer school..

sadden.

went to causeway point again..

like no other place like dat kn?

our faces is oways dere loitering like some big shot..

opps!!

hehe..

saw apit at cozway point otw to mit ijad i guess..

while waiting fer dayana and boifren,apul..

went to accompany boifren to have his dinner at banquet..

as usual..

chicken rice..

but it was only fer once..

and i had my soya bean..

if de close ones knew wat happened..

dey will be shocked fer life..

of coz larh!!

i finished up a tin of soya bean which doesnt happened to me before..

and i also finished up a bottle of lemon tea..ownself!!

heavy-drinker is wat boifren,dayana and apul called me..

opps!!

hehe..

fine2..

if muhd izhar is reading this..

i'll be irritating like hell once again..

bonch!!

shuddup u..

went to meet dayana and her boifren,apul outside burger king..

and damn!!

de smell of de onion rings itching my nose..

im drooling over it..

but cant!!

boifren will be blabbering dat im eating toooooo much..

shuddup u too..

and ya..

come to think of it..

i think im eating alot..

and im growing not vertically..

but..

horizontally!!

fasting is on de way..

and i'll prove it dat i'll lose weight ok..!!

but now..

waiting fer de dendeng during bazaar..

urgh!!

fat me..

oh2..

am i going to have this size fer all time?

or..

slimming down after dat?

hmm..

SOMEONE HELP ME!!

Sunday, August 19, 2007

why? 2:58 AM

if only my blood is here to cheer me up..
im crying like a small child who lost her love ones..
but too bad..
he is enjoying and having fun today clubbing like crazzy monkey..
burfdae boy mah..
happy 20th burfday muhd izhar..!!
guys..guys..guys..
fun is all dey want in life..
wifout fun..
dey're DEAD.

ok2..
as i was saying..
im crying like a small child losing her love ones..
and yes!!
found out something which breaks my heart wild apart..
found out dat boyfren is telling someone dat he is single..
damn..!!
who am i to him anyway??
i found it out maself wifout he noeing abt it..
and wifout anyone noes abt it..
sometimes..
im wondering..
wat is my mistake of becoming a ghurlfren..?
and sometimes..
i do kind of regretting it..
why??

Friday, August 17, 2007

not being herself today.. 12:19 PM

don think im being maself today..

was tired..

not enuf sleep..

migraine is back killing me..

and yet again..

im still sick which still continues fer a week olreadi..

and please..

how i wished people will not ask much wat happen..

as de same reason will still be given as in "ya..nothing...im ok and fine".

ya..

i noe itz very nice of u peeps asking..

thanks.

but..

ya..

im ok.

itz juz my thinking on y people think on demselves rather than others..

had some talks wif frenz this morning..

FAVOURITSM.

and it happened to me..

mom and dad were still on my younger brother's side..

"don think negatively on him..."

blablabla..

blabbering much and i HATE it..

fcuking damn HATE it..

and if i have de right to sae it..

i'll juz say it infront of ur faces!!

fcuk la..

u think wat??

me..as a daughter and sister to dis family is juz giving advices..

and dere u people were juz asking me to shut maself up..

fcuk!!

don ever try me to shut maself up..

if i ever do shut maself up..

it will be ferever and ever..

and NEVER will come back..

as im shutting maself up so to make everyone happy..

is it ok fer u PEOPLE??

people are always thinking on deir own and "sometimes" fer others..

i,maself am tired and sick too and itz been a week!!

u guys are juz complaining dat u guys are tired,not enuf sleep and juz started to fall sick..

den wat about maself?

i endure everything especially today..

even thou im tired after yesterday of cracking brain,still sleepy and yet again back wif ma sickness..

apparently..

i tahan every lessons today..

even thou im listening to mp3 on one side..

and i still have a job interview later on..

how am i suppose to go fer it if im yet still sleepy here..

oh man..

people..people..

im asking a favour of using ur brain to think la..

damn!!

how irritating it may be..

and ya..

happy advance 20th bdae izhar..

wen??? 1:03 AM

im not sure if people cares..
or are dey juz thinking on demselves?

damn..

been having late nites yet again..

finishing up projects la of coz..

presentation is in 2 more weeks..

final exams fer this term is 3 more weeks..

fasting month is in 3 more weeks too..

gosh!!

i haven even start nithing fer exams..

cracking up brain fer projects..

u noe?

i guess im giving up la..

cant make it sia..

i hope it doesnt hurt anyone of my group members..

but..

nah..
i juz keep this to maself and don bother to tell nithing to anyone..

unless people wants to see de other side of me wen im pissed off la..

and please..

no matter wat..

i'll not tell nithing..

i'll juz keep maself shut and act normally..

and yes!!

normally wifout people noticing it..

de only thing dat i can do now i cry to maself la..

den do wat..

call boifren?

no use..
talked much..

blabbering alot..

hurting my ear drums..

calling izhar?

nah..

pissing me off to talk to anyone or having any jokes or watsoever thing rite now..

de only thing dat i wan is to SHOUT OUT ALOUD or juz throwing my tantrums to anyone..

people do have time to spend outside..

me?

im juz sitting at home..

infront of my laptop finishing up project..cracking up my brain..

if only i can be like dem..

spending my time outside..

having some air..

slacking and loitering outside..shopping centers..under de blk..

i juz nid to have free time..

but no!!

i juz cant have it..

wen?

i nid to finish up dis project..

after dat study fer exams..

den fasting month..

damn!!

does people noe wat im going thru rite now?

people asked me to do this and dat..

im not one fcuking person to do everything being told..

i nid to go out..

but cant..

frenz r bz wif own stuffs..

boifren is bz wif werk and sometimes spending time wif frenz..

and ya..

u did have sometime fer me..

and itz a short time..

wen i nid to go out alone..

u disallowed me to be alone..

den u fcuking tell me now la..

who am i suppose to go out wif wen everyone is bz..

u disallowed me to go out alone as ure scared something might happen to me..

den do u care to accompany me?

apparently..

i guess not!!

as ure bz wif werk and ur frenz..

seriously i nid my own time..

i nid to have time of relaxation from dese bz daily stuffs..

fcuk!!

wen sia can i get de rite time..

and yes!!

it comes again..

de migraine is back..

thanks ehk..

Thursday, August 16, 2007

piss..tiring.. 8:40 PM

many incidents happened in juz a short period of time..
received a call from boifren..
went into a fight yesterday due to helping a fren who gt beaten up.
big fight after 3 years..
and i was hoping dat he'll not join fer another fight yet again..
injured happened to his mouth..
good wan..
so he'll not talk and blabbering much about..

so ya..
today tried to finished up every single project..
fcuking damn pissed off wif de youngest at home..
will not ever tell de truth dat he did those stuffs..
he juz want to have another question from my mother den he'll answered de truth..
wat de fcuk sia?
want to have some attention fer u isit?
sory ehk..
not fer me..
i'll never give any faces fer u as u did much wrong doings to me..
cheese burger!!

k2..
at last..
de survey is done..
maine's part is done..
dat gong's part is done..
hehe..
and my part?
damn..
itz still cracking still lehh..
i cant elaborate it still sia..
even wif much help..
im not asking fer any sympathy..
and i don want to be very kanching over a project..
but itz really time fer me to be kanchong dese few daez as date due is coming up..
im done wif de survey..
i nid to do de target marketing and pricing still..
help me someone please..
y seh?
wat happen to my brain dese few days??
tomorrow is de date due fer de draft...!!
and yet still dere is presentation coming up..
and my pricing document is gone!!
cheese burger..hamburger still..

gt a call from boifren..
his mother was suspected of dengue..
itz not a funny thing lehh..
im telling de truth dummy head..
hehe..

and yes!!
dummy headed..
ive updated my blog ok..
so...
wait fer another one..
should have updated on ur crook legged past few days..
but nah..
crook legged will be kept to ourselves wif others..