new boyz - marah bukan sifatku
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Untuk mengasihi ku
Dan apatah lagi mengasihani ku
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Cuma satu arah serta satu tujuan
Mencari keberkatan-Nya
Aku terkenangkan
Saat manis dulu
Tak pernah kau meninggi suara
Bila bertanya
Keras hanyalah luaranku
Lembut tetap di dalam hati
Marah habis setakat itu
Tak kubiar berpanjangan
Biar aku berdiam diri
Dengan hati yang remuk redam
Kau tak usah lagi bertanya
Tak ku bersuara
Aku terkenangkan
Saat manis dulu
Tak pernah kau meninggi suara
Bila bertanya
Keras hanyalah luaranku
Lembut tetap di dalam hati
Marah habis setakat itu
Tak kubiar berpanjangan
Biar aku berdiam diri
Dengan hati yang remuk redam
Kau tak usah lagi bertanya
Tak ku bersuara
Aku masih mampu tersenyum
Walau hati terluka
Mungkin hari ini duka untuk aku
Esok belum tentu
im wondering..
whu am i to you?
am i still urz?
u didnt notice it..
but i do..
it really hurts me.
and it really do..
but wen will u ever notice it?
or have u notice it,
and never bothers?
y?
r u trying to do something?
im hurt do you noe?
wen can u notice de hurt in me?
u understand urself.
u understand others.
but..
y isnt me de one?
tired of me?
bored of me?
sick and tired of me?
but y?
i NEVER did anything.
i NEVER say anything.
but..
y r u acting this way?
im hurt.
do u noe?
im neither stupid nor crazy..
im trying to hold de love.
but y?
y must this situation occurs?
im hurt.
have u ever wonder?
have u ever think wat i feels?
now..
i tell u wat i feels..
im hurt.
does it gives a clear and understand straight to ur face?
or u still dont bother?
argh!
even if i tells u everything wat i feels..
u don even understand..
i donno wen can u understand.
juz let me keep this straight to myself
and find out everything urself..
i have no one to express wat i feels..
i have no one to understand wat my heart feels..
i have no one..
even if u tell me dat u understand..
actually..
u dont..
ladies feelings and guys feelings are very different..
ladies have egos and dey can manage it on deir own..
guys also do have deir egos and dey still keep it on going wifout solving it..
please..
can u please listen to my heart..
can u please listen to wat i feel..
can u please feel de heart hurting in me..
im not asking more but to be by me and listens everything..