Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky,
I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why?
Why do I love you?
I think and smile,because I know the list could run on for miles.
The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch,so many little things that make me love you so much.
The way you support me, and help with my emotions,the way that you care and show such devotion.
The way that your kiss, fills me with desire,and how you hold me with the warmth of a blazing fire.
The way your eyes shine when you look at me,lost with you forever is where I want to be.
The way that I feel when you're by my side,a sense of completion and overflowing pride.
The dreams that I dream, that all involve you,the possibilities I see and the things we can do.
How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart,how that deep in my soul, you are the most important part.
I could go on for days, telling of what I feel,but all you really must know is my love for you is real.it is a part of my life which i cannot part with.
but..
if only u could understand wat i feels inside and out..
needed u beside me wen im all alone..
but..
u werent dere anyway..
but..
am asking..
r u serious on it?
or r u juz playing wif it?
im hurt by de werds..
im hurt by de thoughts..
im hurt fer everything..
but..
did u really notice it?
u said u care.
but did u?
u care about urself..
u care about others..
but did u ever care on my feelings?
did u ever care on ur werds thrown to me?
im hurt.
i mae not be someone whu could last long enuf wif u.
and im trying to be wif u if u notice it.
im hurt.
i aint asking fer symphaty.
i aint asking fer u to be by me always.
im juz asking u to appreciate on de love given by me.
you'd sae..
"i spent my time wif frenz..
because..
if i spent my time wif u,not spending my time wif frenz..
in de end,IF we broke up
and me returning to my frenz..
wat will dey ever sae?"
but..
have u ever think wat ur frenz whom are attach are doing?
have u ever seen them always coming down,
keeping on tracks with each other?
i dont think so..
dey too have lives on deir own.
dey too think on deir frenz too.
dey too think on spending time wif deir love ones.
but..
do you think ure doing it?
have u ever think about it?
im stranded all alone by myself.
ever wonder?
i ever did understand ur situation..
not dat i NEVER.
u always think negatively on me.
i always wonder.
im hurt.
are u clear?
im wondering..
will dere be any chances of me being wif u fer long?
im wondering still..